v18: noir&blanc

sherlene

the girl's 18. stuck on a small island, also known as the little red dot on the global map. presently living a mundane life contributing to the unemployment rate and chionging driving lessons are what she does nearly daily. well, here records some of the interesting and amusing moments she enjoys. :D

turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D

Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)

get it in stores 2 or 9 May depending on your region!

favourites

corkboard

statistics

hooligans crashed & graffitied.

currently hooligan(s) rotting here.

extreme tracker

Montag, Dezember 1

感性 2:37 AM

也許我一直逼自己相信謊言
不懂為什麽事實竟然在眼前
但我卻不敢勇敢的去面對

也許事實對我來説已變成自己的恐懼
選擇去逃避，但知道一生是逃不了的事
很快的它就會追上來

如果真的發生了，也沒有確當的心理準備
會造成良多的傷害，留下更多記憶中的疤痕

每次跟自己說，不用躲了
遲早都需要和它見面
但願現在打算好
以後才不會有任何遺憾

恰當心理上的預備是我最需要的
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說真的，我一想起它
我就會毛骨悚然……

救命啊！
어떻게~

唯一能讓我微笑的……

Labels: heartfelt, jiayou, sj, 感想

Sonntag, März 9

i've got sunshine 11:47 PM

although it may seem cloudy at the moment...
i guess i'm still gonna look ahead no matter what. :)

overall, thank God for that improvement in my results. i'm happy for physics esp!
but sad in 2 subjects which i didnt manage to achieve my targets of.
1 being a horrible, incorrigible... hmmm, i'd say, nightmare.
other than that, i guess i'm pretty ok with my results.

hopefully, things will turn out for the better!

ntu open house today with classmates. haha. had so much fun joking and playing around with them! miss them lots man! sadly the guys cant enter uni with us. haha and by the time they do, we'll be their seniors already. also saw some familiar faces from tk...

had lunch at kfc jurong point, oh that place is so alien to me please, before heading down and exploring the campus + going for talks. dinner at fish & co imm was really cool cos we had a superb waiter! haha almost wanted to fake Jerome's bday (his was next) and he came by and asked, oh is it someone's bday?? haha it'll be a great show to watch then but sadly it didnt materialize. another guy had his bday though. my first time seeing the bday surprise thing..the staff were really hip and enthusiastic! haha it was hilarious, i'd probably never wanna go fish&co on my bday! haha.

okay friends do create smiles on my face.
thanks so much girls for the emotional support, i really needed it.

to all those results recipients, esp those who did well,
really proud of you guys... i guess slogging does help,
and luck as well... but ah well. :)
as long as we're happy and even if we aren't yet,
we should be cos life's too short for frowns yeah!

p.s this post was written yest but cursed blogger failed to work. so yeah. shall post it up today anyhow.

Labels: jiayou

Samstag, April 7

sticks and stones will break my bones 4:27 PM

ah my screwed up life.

feels so sucky. my knee's getting faulty again. must have slided wrongly during training on wednesday. wed night was hard, i almost couldnt walk to the toilet which was less than 2m away. luckily it was better on thurs and i was at least able to walk around, or limp slightly.

didnt take pe. the girls did their napfa already. :( gotta do my 5 items alone.

my knee's all cracking again, damn gross la. maybe i should go physio soon. but its like such an on-off thing. you wont know when my knee might dislocate itself once more.

i thought i saw someone just now.
that someone even managed to make a smile appear on my face with some lame comment.

HAHA. oh, those wonderful memories i miss.
:((

gotta meet sp soon for Jolin's concert.
shall chiong some tutorials at Macs. damnnn.
小豬爲什麽不是你來！
氣S人的！

before i leave, met grace and yeesam yesterday for 旻佑...
didnt really get to see him anyway. he came and went like the wind. and stupid bugis is such a small place. grace dragged me to chase but in the end, it was futile cos we didnt even know where his van went.

poor grace was quite suay yesterday.
my condolences to you.
:P
haha. just kidding.

cheer up,

英崎名言

你能找到理由難過，也一定能找到理由快樂
就算再不開心，也不要皺著眉頭，天知道誰不小心就會愛上了她的笑容
每天要做三件事，第一要笑，第二要微笑，第三要哈哈哈…

so smile! :D :D :D
shall post my Evan pics when i'm back.
tata.

darn tutorials awaiting me.

Labels: homework, jiayou, tired, 碎碎念

Donnerstag, März 15

ho hum 6:23 PM

ive fallen sick. argh. flu and sore throat. at a time right before BT1. fantastic aye.

anyhow, better news,
i've finally got my WINDOWS VISTA! :D

so far. many things seem to plague it. damn it la! so irritating!
and its horribly lagging.
on the other hand, the images are superb,
but i cant screen shot it now cos my photoshop cs got wiped out after the revamp.

BLEAH.
and then im sick!
阿老天爺啊。救命啊。
給我一些魔力讓我讀書吧！

ugh.

Labels: jiayou, sick, study, tired

Freitag, März 2

adding oil! 9:25 PM

been hooked onto romantic songs lately. i think this song is so sweet la! 曹格's like the 情歌王子 of mine! haha~ like 世界唯一的你 also! its like most girls will melt when he sings songs like these to them la!

第一次看著你就為你心動
聰明的我怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛你是真的愛你
第四次看著你我有些要求
請你能夠安安靜靜的聆聽
一.讓我保護你
二.讓我照顧你
三.所有的要求不能當作遊戲
四.接受這命運
五.永遠不分離
那最後一個一定要說你願意
Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠

第一次看著你就為你心動
聰明的我怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛你是真的愛你
第四次看著你我有些要求
請你能夠安安靜靜的聆聽
ONE 讓我保護你
TWO 讓我照顧你
THREE 所有的要求不能當作遊戲
FOUR 接受這命運
FIVE 永遠不分離
說你願意
Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只希望給你多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福每一天
因為我Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠

你說你害怕因為受過傷
不需要害怕因為我不是他

xxxxx

alright. i've got another song to share tmr! ahha~ yep. been so lazy to blog these few days. and today is no exception. ah well.

alright. i shall try to finish some tuition work.
chinese A's results today.
I got what i wanted so now its time to start the A levels process running more efficiently. (:
banana, jiayou okay! we must jiayou together like we did for O's!!!
congrats to all who did well too!

went to the hall to support the seniors today. glad that the seniors did well! :D congrats to all!
and duwane shall be my new role model. shawn too! okay. haha.

its so much more scarier than o's. but the j3s today looked relaxed. or so it was on the surface. so scary la!! i dont know how will i feel next year. i almost burst out in tears while waiting for the chi A's even. sheesh!

alright. i should work hard and try to start being consistent.

Thank You God for being so gracious.

Labels: happy, jiayou, relieved

Freitag, Februar 23

mahjong madness 11:56 PM

been a boring day. fun thing was probably during the ME tea time. had fun knowing more about some classmates.

other than that. it was pure sian-ness.
and im still procrastinating.

reality check please.
hmmm. burning the midnight oil tonight again i guess.

oh yeah. i was like playing yahoo mahjong just now. and by fate, i played with 3 other wonderful people and we seemed to click on well. one's like 55 years old with a grandson already and yet so tech-savvy! man, my mum should be embarrassed. she's just too lazy to be inquisitive about tech gizmos. haha. and we seemed to be on the common topic of Taiwan. :D

i miss that place so badly. i want to go back to every place i enjoyed myself at the two previous times.

ah. no point reminiscing about the past when the future is at a large stake. i want to post my video but its still uploading. tomorrow then.

okay the point is with the mahjong. oh what fun would it be to be a taitai and play mahjong everyday. HAHA.

i wanna grow old and play MJ and blade too. they shall be my 2 favourite hobbies when i retire.

Labels: 06s23, bored, jiayou, sian, 碎碎念

Samstag, Januar 27

nydc =) 11:18 PM

i'll upload the pix tmr :))

i had lots of laughter just now.

i miss them soo soo much.

must we wait till june? :((

bear, sooner pls.

im tired.

saturdays are slack days. busied but really slack.

i didnt do any studying today.

how sinful.

i had baked rice and some uber nice choc drink.

how how sinful.

and i ate like some gelare ice cream.

how how how sinful.

but im happy :D

i need some time to destress with those peeps!

LOVES. good night. beauty sleep.

Labels: happy, jiayou, slack, tired

Samstag, Januar 20

yikes! 11:01 PM

okayyy i am so sianified.

anw, yest was a mad rush to chiong for jolin's tix.
stupid sistic had problems.

sigh. nvm, 8th row! :D:D:D:D:D i practically cant wait.
we are so near! and so centralized! it rocks man!
kh and ship are loves! haha.

i am thinking of going on the china trip, and if i go, the ship is coming with me! yay! haha. but then, there's the june-hols-must-pia mentality that the empress dowager is giving me. and the emperor has no word of say.

goodness.

i am at a lost.

for once, im so interested in something much more educational and cultural rather than pure fun, laughter, peace and joy. I WANNA GO CHINA. shanghai! ahhh! 轉角 filming scene! :(

i dunno. someone please tell me what is the right decision, will i regret it if i do sacrifice 9 days = 216 hours =12960 mins = 77760 seconds???

UGH. my life ahead is at stake. and the empress dowager is making it extremely tough.

yest was fun cos there was pee wee and yonghui! haha the 'sister'. thank goodness for them, if not i'd seriously been bored to death. stoned to death. crapped to death.

bwahah. i think im muttering rubbish. in a semi-conscious mode now. goodnight all. mug hard and do your parents proud. HAHA.

stress has got the better of me.

- “不是嗆司嗆司而已”

Labels: drowsy, homework, jiayou, sian

Donnerstag, Januar 18

tireddd 11:45 PM

i am so tired.

today's stamina decreased by alot.

i am so tired.

sheesh, shorter days, but increased workload.

how to manage!?

sigh. im procrastinating.

come on, jiayou girl. you can do it.

i miss taiwan. :(

jolin's concert on the 7th. haha.

i told the mother that it'll be my only source of relief,

until the A's. HAHAHAHAHA.

goodness.

i am gonna suffer,

be strong!

Labels: bored, homework, jiayou, tired

Freitag, Januar 12

加油吧！ 9:30 PM

秦朗：
人生最過癮的就是因爲它有很多轉角，
有的轉角很驚險，有的轉角又充滿驚喜，
是驚喜還是驚險，
不走過去當然就不知道下一個轉角你會遇到什麽，
轉角充滿了故事，
不管是在人生的路途上，還是擁擠的街頭，
也許是你的，也許是我的，
因此我喜歡轉角。

俞心蕾：
我不喜歡轉角，如果選擇了走這條路，
是因爲這條路的風景，
是我喜歡的。
有時轉了一個彎，
讓我看到不想看到的事物，
或是出現一個糟糕的意外……

i shall be the optimistic one. to be prepared for life's greatest obstacles and surge forward with a positive attitude.

:D

ship's in hk.

hehe. saw someone today. hehe.
ok. shall do some work now.

愛*轉角
心不在拼命躲
不去害怕結果
假設有個以後
你會怎麽說
一直想跟你說
幸福不再溜走
下個路口
你會看見愛
有美麗笑容

愛轉角遇見了誰
是否有愛情的美
愛轉角以後的街
能不能有我來陪
愛轉角遇見了誰
是否不讓你流淚
也許陌生到了解
讓我來當你的誰
我不讓愛掉眼淚
不讓你掉眼淚
現在永遠
你就是我
就是我的美…

Labels: jiayou, sian, xiaozhu

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